Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Depressed


It's been a while since I've felt like this. Don't think I'd be fine for a while. But don't worry. I'll always try to put on a smile when I'm around people even though deep inside I'm anywhere but near a smile.

I guess I never learn. Placing all my hope on people only to be disappointed and torn apart. Yea, I'm a broken down car right now. Waiting for the mechanic to arrive but don't think I'll ever be the same again. I can be fixed but even Humpty-Dumpty won't look the same after you've glued him back together right?

Anyway, if I didn't tell you what's going on...don't feel bad about it like you're not my friend. You are my friend, believe me. It's just that I tend to keep things to myself.

Sigh...got 2 tests on tomorrow but totally not in the mood for studying. HELPPP!!!

Sinking...drowning...I've turned my blog into a sad space once again. Don't be surprise if I told you, I've thought of killing myself. But don't worry about it either, cause I don't think I'd do such a thing......maybe......God knows...yes I know, you'll tell me it's not worth it....but I just want to end my pain. One thing's for sure though, is that where I am now is the last place I want to be. Right now, I just want to be back home, curled up in my bed and never come back.

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.

1 comment:

  1. Adrian Hew5/3/09 2:24 pm

    I'm sorry darling.

    I'll patch you up nicely kay?

    ReplyDelete

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